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I experienced abuse as love from a young age. In As Familiar as Family, I explore and examine the ways in which I was groomed for unhealthy relationships and toxic religion.

This book chronicles my journey to find my voice — and a way out — which began once I understood how the spiritual abuse, power dynamics, narcissism, and emotional detachment in the church were as familiar as family.

By sharing my story, I hope to empower others to leave anything toxic in their own lives.

As Familiar as Family is available to order now.* Click the ORDER button. Thank you to everyone who backed my Kickstarter campaign to make this happen.



*100% of the profits from AFAF will go to people who are healing from the systems I perpetuated and benefitted from (and still benefit from), with a particular focus on BIPOC and LGBTQIA+ folx.  Into Account is one organization I am supporting.

Signed Paperback

  • This book will ship in 10 - 15 days directly from Nicki through USPS.

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